My best friend, my mother, lost her battle to this horrible disease on December 22 at 10:43 in the morning. We were all by her side holding her and telling her how much she is loved. My life as I knew it is now over and I need to find a way to cope with my new life. I am still in shock and cannot believe she is gone. Ever since the brain mets and WBR she was never the same. It has only been 10 months since her diagnosis. It is crazy how quickly this disease can change someone. I am at home, alone, by choice. I know my mother would want me to go on with my life but how do I do that? I am glad she is finally at peace but it just all still seems like a cruel joke, a nightmare. She was my everything and now she is gone. This just sucks. I hate everyone and everything. I hate the world.Thank you to everyone who answered my questions or concerns.
Sat, 12/29/2012 - 21:21#1
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